He might have meant it whenever he declared his love for you, but somewhere along the lines, they became just empty words, soiled by insincere apologies and fabricated promises. You pictured a future with him, a happily ever after. No relationship is perfect, but yours was perfect enough in its own way. There were countless moments of pure bliss the times he made you teary for laughing too much at his jokes for making you feel like you could melt into goo with the sweet surprises he did for you. You can’t change it.ĭon’t berate yourself for loving him either, because he was once a good guy. It’s nice to look back at the past once in a while but don’t get lost in that because that’s what it is - the past. That’s really noble of you but you have to keep moving forward. You were there when he wanted comfort, to be the rock he needed to support him through his grief. You were willing to fight for him over the disapproval of your parents. You did everything you could to make it work. He made that decision - not because you were inadequate, hell no, but because he wanted a quick lay over a lifetime of happiness and unconditional love. Just let me remind you, it wasn’t your fault.
It’s just that it is easier accepting what you’re going through than numbing the pain because once you feel it, hell - it’s going to hurt a whole lot more. I’m not saying you should constantly cry over him, nor that you should spend the day brooding.
You need as much time as you need to move on, considering the pain you’ve already been through. Don’t pay attention to what other people are going to think. Do take your time and if you need to grieve for months, then so be it. I can’t tell you that moving on will be quick, either. You’ll feel like you have to pretend that everything is picture perfect. But there will also be those days, more often than not, where you won’t even have the energy to open your eyes because once you do, you’ll have to go through yet another day with the pain in your heart.
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There will be countless times when you’ll wake up feeling the rays of the sun warming your skin and looking forward to what the day has to offer. I can’t tell you that the journey is not going to be painful, because it will be. You’re going to see that fabled rainbow after the storm.
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